Four.

Birthday!!!... or not.

My 18th birhtday is in 8 days. There was supposed to be all this excitment surronding it and all of my friends were excited because finally I was going to be 18. I was excited because finally I don't have to sit at home and do nothing while my 18+ friends go out and have a good time and meet new people. But now, there is no birthday. Nothing, there will be no party, there will be no celebration, there will be NOTHING!!!!!!! Except for a stupid family birthday thing on sunday which is also fathers day. Some people may think I'm crazy for not having a birthday party. For not having this huge bash where me and all my friends can get drunk off our fucking faces and not remember a thing that happened. That' what most 18 year olds do on their birthdays right? Well not me, not anymore. Why? Because one of my best friends has decided that he is going to "dis-invite" himself from my birthday. If one of my best friends isn't going to come for the stupid reasons he isn't coming then there is going to be no birthday celebration for me. I don't care what kind of plans were going to be made. I don't care what I was going to get from who. If one of my best friends in the entire world isn't coming there is no birthday to be had. End of Story.

So now, it's up to him. If he decides to come there will be a brithday and I will be drunk.
If not, there will be no birthday, it will just be another day in my fucking life.