Thirteen.

So, this letter is to you. You know who you are. Things suck between us right now. We used to be really close but I feel like we've grown apart a lot. And I feel like I can't trust you sometimes. I know you've said some things behind my back, and I've heard about it and it hurts that you would say things like that about me. I'm supposed to be your best friend and you're not supposed to say things like that about me. Ever. End of story. But you do... and that sucks. I know I've said shit about you too but it's never been anything major... well at least I don't think it has been. If it has I apologize. We shouldn't talk about each other behind each others backs. We should be there to support each other. And I know I haven't been very supportive about you moving to Edmonton, but that's because I'm not ready for you to just leave again. You left me once. I didn't have you at all for like 2 and a half years. And then when you guys broke up I hardly got to have it be just me and you.... cuz you were so obsessed with guys. And then you met him and now you guys are together. I know eventually we all grow up, but I've just never had a chance to hang out with you and have it just be you and me because you've always had someone else on your mind. You've always had someone else who knew just that little bit more about you then I did. Even your current boyfriend knows something about you that I don't. That effing hurts, more then like anything else. I don't really know what to do about you anymore. Some days you really annoy me but sometimes I just miss you, even when I'm with you. You're still my best friend and always will be and I don't ever want that to change. Ever. I love you. No one could ever replace you and the things we've been through together.

I love you.
Autumn + Reighn.
December 15, Forever.