Thursday, July 3, 2008

Ten.

I try to do something nice for someone and it backfires on me. I do something because my mom asks me too, and then my brother gets pissed off at me because I won't do something illegal. So I have to do this thing for my mom anyways, and then my brother threatens to bash my head in. Like, this is my brother we're talking about. If it was just some dude or chick who was being an ass to me for no reason then whatever, I could brush it off... but this is my little brother. The one person who is always supposed to be there for me and love me no matter what happens in life. I've been there for him more then most people will ever be there for him. He just makes me feel like shit. I was there after school everyday when I could've been out with my friends.... I was there feeding him and making sure he was alright. After his father (my step father) passed away I was there making sure he was doing ok and wasn't going to go nuts or get depressed. I was more worried about him then I was about myself. I've been there for him when he needed me the most. I've tried to be the best sister I can be, and he's been a good brother to me, and I know he'll always be there for me when I really need him. But does he has to go and threaten me like that? He doesn't threaten his other siblings like that. Maybe it's because they're not around as much as I am. Who knows, I just wish that he wouldn't do that and just be a bit nicer to me sometimes. I don't know, I guess it doesn't really matter. He's my brother.... right....

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